just sitting in school working with a paper about the rainforest. I’m not a big fan of forests in general but fine, it could be worse, I could be working about the desert like some other people in the class.

I’m just so bored with school and everything. I have so much homework to do and I haven’t even begun half of it because I haven’t finished the first half. I just want the weekend to come so I can sleep and lay down and just do whatever I want for two days.

Tomorrow is yet another early day, 8.30 am, and I am going to do what I did today. take a fucking long nap during the day, wake up and stay up all night and that’s the only way I manage. I am going to stress myself out and make myself sick. I even feel guitly for taking time off on friday to go and get my tattoo touched up and I’m so close to cancelling it.

Then next week I am off to England to Sarah’s for the weekend, it’s going to be good but I’m a bit stressed out over the ticket and I need to call them because I have no idea if the e mail I’ve gotten was really the ticket or not.

I don’t know why I am making this long post, it’s not like any of you asked what I am doing right now with my life. I have one distraction and that is tumblr RP which is easily balanced with school work because I’m by my computer and it doesn’t need my full attention every second.

Just a reason why I’m not on most of the time, only time I really post something is when I’ve made gifs to train my photoshop skills for web design. Yeah, I have a lot on my plate. I even feel stressed about going away for a weekend. My room is a mess because I can’t seem to find the time to actually clean it.

I’m just in a really stressful time in my life which causes moodswings like crazy and me pulling away from a social life. I don’t know why I am typing this, maybe needed to get it off my chest? I have no idea. Easiest way to get in touch with me is over facebook since I get notifications sent to my phone about that, or text, but only my RL friends have that number.

Anyways, I am gonna sit here and stare at this paper with a blank face and probably send it to my own email so I can finish it at home because my brain wont seem to focus right now.

bye.